Mob Mentality

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2007-05-01T02:03:02Z

-head meets keyboard-

Character Quiz

2007-04-14T01:52:39Z

Pick ten characters and yadda yadda...
1.Toboe.
2.Hauara
3.Diotri
4.Shyiko
5.Diem
6.Rubella
7.Steve
8.Chaz
9.Rudolf
10.Drei

Then you answer the questions below by plugging in the person next to the respective number into the question. It's kind of long...

WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF...

1.Number 1 (Toboe) woke you up in the middle of the night?
> Wonder what the hell he wants in the middle of the night...SERIOUSLY TOBOE DX

2. Number 2 (Hauara) asked you to go out with him(her)?
> ...XD Decline...
3. Number 3 (Diotri) walked into the bathroom while you're showering?
> XD Well, I doubt he could see me naked becuase my curtains are cool like that...and I'd yell at him to GET THE F OUT!

4. Number 4 (Shyiko) cooked you dinner?
> =D Be happy!....Becuase chances are, it'd be some oven Pizza...XD Or he would of hired a chef for a day to cook it for us...

5. Number 5 (Diem) was lying next to you on the beach, sleeping?
> I'd try to bury him in the sand or dump cold water on him and run away as far as possible.

6. Number 8 (Chaz) got into the hospital somehow?
> Wouldn't care becuase he deserves it for getting Steve's eye ripped out. r.r

7. Number 9 (Rudolf) made fun of your friends?
> D= Probably wouldn't care...becuase...XD He's manwhore so neh.

8. Number 10 (Drei) ignored you all the time?
> XDD He's probably to high....to even know who I am. I'd proably bug him.

WHAT WOULD THEY DO UNDER THE FOLLOWING CIRCUMSTANCES?

1. Two serial killers are hunting you down. What will Number 1 (Toboe) do?
> Go Fighter on them and eat thier hearts out...literally.

2. You're on a vacation with Number 2 (Hauara) and you manage to break your leg. What does Number 2 do?
> FREAK OUT!!! DX

3. It's your birthday. What will 3 (Diotri) give you?
> XD His underwear.

4. You're stuck in a house that's on fire. What does Number 4 (Shyiko) do?
> He's to rich to put out fires...so.....XDD He'd probably wait until the flames go out and THEN come get me.

5. You're about to do something that'll make you feel extremely embarrassed. What will Number 5 (Diem) do?
> DX He'd probably do it with me if there's hot chicks involved.

6. You're about to marry Number 10. (Drei) What's Number 6's (Rubella) reaction?
> XDD She'd probablt drag Diem to the wedding, and lecture him about thier wedding...XDD And how they should renew thier vows.
7. You got dumped by someone. How will Number 7 (Steve) cheer you up?
> D= He'd go beat the bastard up.

8. You're angry about it afterwards, how does Number 8 (Chaz) calm you down?
> ...XDD Take me to the mall to point and laugh at people...adnd then gossip.

9. You compete in some tournament. How does Number 9 (Rudolf) support you?
> owo Tamper with the competition.
10. You can't stop laughing. What will Number 10 (Drei) do?
> Shake me down to see if I have drugs..XDD So that we could possibly share.

RELATIONSHIP PART

1. Number 1 (Toboe) is all you've ever dreamed of.
> XD Well...I think being with a guy that's sexually confused would be quite bothersome...but...owo He'd be a sweet heart though.

2. Number 2 (Hauara) tells you about his/her deeply hidden love for Number 9 (Rudolf). Your reaction?
> .....XDDD PEDOPHILE!!!

3. You're dating Number 3 (Diotri) and introduce him to your parents. Will they get along?
> Let's see...with my mother, he'd have to be on Rediline...or something XDD To calm himself down. And my dad...D|; I'd hope he doesn't mention that he's bi.

4. Number 4 (Shyiko) loves Number 9 (Rudolf) as well. What does that mean?
> FOOCL....XDDD It means Shyiko is officially gay.

5. Number 6 (Rubella) appears to be a player, he breaks many hearts. What do you do?
> Wonder why the hell she gets mad at Diem. Oo;

6. You had a haircut and Number 7(Steve) can't stop looking at you. What goes on in your mind?
> DX Stop looking at meeeeeeeeeeeeee.eeeeeeeeeeeeee.eee.

7. Number 8 (Chaz) thinks she'll(he'll) never get a boyfriend. What will you tell her(him)?
> ...I'd start to wonderwhy I have so many gay characters...XD Not that it's bad...but DAMN.

8. Number 9 (Rudolf) is too shy to face you and confesses their love by sending you an e-mail. Now what?
> r.r; He probably just wants to bang...BUT if he was dead serious...XDD I'd feel....:D Special.

FRIENDSHIP PART

1. Could Number 1 (Toboe) and Number 6 (Rubella) be soul mates?
> XDD They could...but Rubella would kill any girl or man that would lay thier eyes on him...XDD Besides...Rubella loves Diem to much.

2. Would Number 2 (Hauara) trust Number 5 (Diem)?
> XDD Uh. No.Not at all. He's big and looks dangerous...and flirts a lot.

3. Number 3 (Diotri) wants to go shopping, will Number 7 (Steve) come along?
> XD Yes. Diotri would offer to pay so Steve would be like ':3 Free clothes. Yay!'

4. Number 4 (Shyiko) is bored and pokes Number 10. (Drei) What happens after that?
> ...XD Give him drugs...just so he'll have some entertainment for at least fifteen minutes.
5. Number 5 (Diem) and Number 1 (Toboe) are forced to go back to school together.
What study will they pick?
> Toboe or Diem never even WENT to school...XD Not the kind on Earth anyway...They'd probably pick...Photography...XDD So they won't have to do much.

6. If Number 6 (Rubella) and Number 3 (Diotri) cooked dinner, what would they make?
> ...XD Crap.

7. Number 7 (Steve) and Number 9 (Rudolf) apply for a job. What job?
> Welcome to IHOP...May I take your order?

8. Number 8 (Chaz) gives Number 5 (Diem) a haircut. Is that okay?
> DX YES! they need thier hair cut badly....XDD Diem would probably try to convince Chaz to get a mohawk with him.

9. Number 9 (Rudolf) sketches what Number 6's (Rubella) perfect girlfriend should look like.
> ...XDD Diem as a girl....Except it'd be crappy with big boobs.

10. Number 10 (Drei) and Number 8 (Chaz) are blushing while they talk. What is their conversation about?
> Ummm...XD If they ever got together and talked....they'd prbably be talking about how they will never speak of the night that Diotri got drunk and stripped...XDD Which never happened by the way.

IT'S PATRICK AND PETE! PP! 8D

2007-04-13T00:14:51Z

...Title....from lunch D//X....Damn you Fall Out Boy.

oo You know what I can never get? Whenever somone draws some animal or...something...and somebody comments saying,'THAT'S HOT8D I'd fuck that!!!'....Whenever I read those comments, I kinda vomit in my mouth. But then I try to calm myself down...You never know....maybe they into...beastiality....XD; I dunno and I don't want to ask.

And you know what I figured out this week?

DeviantArt=Myspace

Except dA is more for art than cam whores. But seriously. If you compare the two, you'll see a lot of comparisons.

They both have thier Drama Mamas and Drama Llamas.

They both have cam whores....DX Even though you aren't suppose to be cam whoring it in dA....r.r Some people do it anyway.

They both have comment whores. =D

They both have thier 'groups'...D| Cliques...Yeah that's the word.

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XD If you can think of more tell me.

And congradulations on Elle and Lindsey on placing in 1st and 2nd in journalism. :) Keep on rocking out.

DX I DREW A COMIC! FINALLY....
.w. But...XD I'm not going to put it up here...Not yet....DX

D=< You never let me finish.

2007-04-12T00:57:00Z

Never ever...
ever.

Only YOU can prevent Forest Fires

2007-04-11T22:58:53Z

Lunch is just insane.
I have Kassie to mah right.
Jennifer to my left.
Casey diagonely...howeveryouspellit....right form me.
And Elle left...up and across from me.
And nobody in front of me. ): Usually it's David but he sits with his other friends...But that's okay. -3-; Hmph.
Usually Jen and Casey are in thier own little world, but occiasanlly I'll jump into thier conversation...and make a fool of myself...XD But usally it's Jennifer. :) But that's just becuase she's cool like that. And Casey is my number one side kick(XDD According to her, I'm THE DEVIN!Superhero.) And Jennifer...is the other side kick. DX Who nobody loves becuase she's useless...(Juuuuuuuuuuuuust kidding.)
Kassie and I are always almost talking about some video game. =D Like today! We had a discussion on Dark Cloud...and Kigdom Hearts. DX She had the nerve to say that Dark Cloud's levels are all the same...DB< OHNOYOUDIDN'T! XDD I went all out. My arms were flailing and I was getting all fired up...:) I won....XD But by only comparing it to Kingdom Hearts.
DARK CLOUD:Kill the monsters to find the key and get to the next level of the dungeon.
Kingdom Hearts: Kill a bunch of Heartless, and close the keyhole to get to the next world.

XDD But Kingdom Hearts moves at a quicker pace....and has awesome worlds.

anywho.

I can draw cats again!
I'm so happy. :)
I haven't been able to draw cats for the longest time now.

owo I'm also happy becuase my birthday is coming up.
And guess what I asked for?

A nintendo DS
KH: Chain of Memories
OR
skip all that and just get me a 6x8 tablet.

Seriously. I've been trying to earn one since March. DX;
So what better way to get one than a birthday gift?

I have this project to do in English...but...You know? It's the first project I'm not stressing over. .w. Becuase Mrs. Chinaris (<33) set everything due to certain days. And...XD It's just so organized, I'm not worried about it AT ALL.

Have you ever played Flyff (Fly for fun)?

That game is so cool! DX Seriously!
....I need to erase Seriously from my vocabulary.
Seriously.
....XDD
Anywhoopass.
Flyff is all 3-d and it's freee:) -wink-
And...XDD It took me over an hour to download but it's so worth it.
=D I started playing today...
And I'm really out of it.
I hate being a newbie.
DX BELIEVE IT!!
....uh...no.

DX I don't like....Naruto...at all....I've seen a couple episode...and it's just...WHAT NINJA WEARS A BRIGHT ORANGE JACKET!?...r.r -huff huff-

And what's with the Pirate vs. Ninja thing?

Can't we all just join together...and just....make...Pinjate (ninja+pirate)babies...

Yeah...Pinjate<3

:)

Howler<3

B.S. Yo momma.

HO KAY

2007-04-11T01:49:06Z

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Hi.

KAy. Nevermind. XD I have ten minutes to rwrite something...SOO!

XD Back to that book...Storm Thief.

There's something in it...XD Called sotrm thief and it can change street directions and turn your baby into a button...

Lady: Mah babeh is so cute..owo It's as cute as a button!

Storm thingy:BWAHAHAHa! -turns her baby into a button-

Lady: DX AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHh-screams...really loud-...owo One less mouth to feed! HURAH!

Well...Apperently..there's supposed to be this super bad storm coming...if they screw with the Fulcrum..and the Secret Police screwed with it...DX So now I'm like," OH NO! FINCH! D8!!"...r.r I have to wait...for the second book...I could care less what happens to Rail and Moa...cuase we all know what happens when you put two teenagers on a boat together with a bazzilion other people....:) Sexy PArties...But..these people are dirty soooooooooo...It's Sexy...Dirty People?...ew.

anyway...
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Cool Kitty, I'm a Cool cool Cat!

2007-04-10T02:04:17Z

DX I love that song...

-puts on best valley girl voice-

EXCUSE ME!? DO I KNOW YOU!?

|D I don't think soooo~

Speking of valley girl!

D| That's what my mom always calls me.

ALWAYS! .^. "Devin, you're a valley girl! You came from California!"

hokay. I DID come from California, but that doesn't making me valley girl...XDD Not that I mind being called one.

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For the next couple of days I will be quoting...qoutes from 300. My dad...got the 300 dvd...from his friend....as a gift....for taping his daughter's bueaty contest. So I'm like,"THIS ISN'T MADNESS!! IT'S SPARTA!!!"......:) Gotta love it.

I finished reading Storm Thief and...oh my god...I HATED the ending. they get into this building, learn the secrets behind the city,....and then sail away....to some other land that might not be there. WELL. Before all this crap happened, these two kids,Rail and Moa, lived in the 'ghetto' (XD No they aren't black...)...In the ghetto...were poor people....poor angry people....and poor angry people that would slit your throat and take your money...=DD And on the OTHER side was a happy community...Happy yaaaaaaaay! ANYWAY! These two kids take this artifact which is all supahspecialawesome from thier 'MOTHER' and run away...So thier 'MOTHER' send her best boy, Finch, who is super awesome, to take back the artifact...and kill them :)Throughout the whole book I was like,"GO FINCH! GO!"...but...DX He didn't kill them so I was sad. OFF TOPIC. But but but..Rail and Moa...suck. Rail is all,'DB< I MUST PROTECT MOA!!" and Moa was all,"I'mawhore:)....I NEED PROTECTION!latexpleaseI'M WEAK AND COULDN'T HOLD MY OWN WITH A FIGHT WITH A WET PAPER BAG!' I HATED Moa with a capitil 'HUH'!...)8< Huh-ated her...D| Rail would of been better off without her. r.r And he knows it too. Man.

XD I don't know where I was going with that...but....Finch was dah bomb. XDD Though....The way he was described...he was...ew. Black gums, rotted brown teeth..that were sharpened, his hair was falling out...and...his eyes were sunken in...DX; But but...I liked him A LOT. He was so awesome when he almost killed Moa. :) But that stupid cow ruined it...D| He was all whispering like,"Hello, Pretty. You have something I want." 8DD BABIES!? IS IT BABIES!? Cuase you know...If you can fix those teeth...and pinken those gums....I'll let you....SMACK THAT! ALL ON THE FLOOR! SMACK THAT! TILL YOU GET SOME! SMACK THAT! OOHOOOHOHHHOH!!(justkidding:) )........Don't look at me like that. r3r.....I know there are a few...wait... A LOT...of you people out there that would gladly put thier cenkles over thier head for Snape....or some other...character....DX who is considered a villian.

Uh uh uh....OH! The gruel...that the police and...whatever people fed the ghetto people...were made from...ghetto people... .-. That was just sick.

And through the end of the book...I was like...DB< I would of stayed in Orokos! I would of whipped out my keyblade and been like,'....LET MAH PEOPLE GO!!!' and the Secret Police would of pulled out thier guns and I would of been like....'DON'T SHOOT!!D8< KILL HIM!! -points to some random boy-'

DX That's all the time I have today so....Bye!

D=

2007-04-05T01:11:17Z

.w. Guess what....?

DX Pooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooop~

|D I have nothing to say here but...tomorrow....D< People might be questioning my sexual prefences.. |D But that's okay.

Yep. I </3 you too.

2007-04-04T01:06:04Z

>.<

Tis Decided!

2007-03-06T00:10:34Z

My thighs are dyiing. From that horseback ride...I can't close my legs...DX Dammit.

This morning I was so...Pissed off. I was thinking about everyone who I have ever come in contact with and well...XD I didn't like them at all to much. Mostly the ones I had gotten really close to. |3 Well, I almost cried, but then I thought about it...for the last few days...weeks...I've been on my own (If you know what I mean). When I needed enterntainment or cheering up, I could only count on myself. That's pretty much how it is even now. Not that I don't mind anymore. I pretty much keep to myself now. I only feel like opening up to people that seem like they give to give damn(Which in my case, isn't a lot). I'm tired. Physically and emotionally. I'm sick of trying to there for others, when they aren't there for me. There are only like...two people now that are easy to talk to. And they know who they are.

Over the weekend, I was so happy. I went to Cathy's birthday party and it was just...Gahh...So awesome...Her two cousins were there and her brother (XD; He's just wierd) kinda scared me. One of her cousins, Jasmin, grabbed my ass in a game of tag...XDD I didn't enjoy that to much.

o3o^> Roger...FTW (FOR THE WIND!)

I wish 9:15 will come already...I wast to know what Chels wants for her side of the trade. Speaking of trades, Areku! I still need to know what you want, D< Well, yours was request! but still! I don't draw enough for you. XD I've maybe drawn...two pictures for you...both being Deymx!

Uh..no..DX I can't draw him to well.

howlercosa @ 2007-03-02T07:31:00

2007-03-02T12:35:20Z

Yesterday night, I finally got some good drawings and ideas in. I didn't bother to sign in on MSN becuase I can't focus on talking and drawing at the same time very well. So yeah. Last afternoon was Devin time.

Booooooooooooo

2007-02-28T02:38:15Z

I'm thinking about hitting the hay early tonight. I'm jst so tired. I had six hours of sleep last nght. Thanks to a certain itty bitty kitty.

I feel like drawing insanely cute chibi characters, but at the same time , drawing hot half naked men...Is there a way to cross those two together? Imagining it in my head, I don't think so. I just imagine a muscular chibi thing, and it's ugly.

Lately, I've been going back to Gaia and wow. Those people have inspired me so much. Especially on one board in the art secttion for comics. This person made me really think . They asked if you asked yourseld....

"How much of the character's personality am I showing through dialogue? Through body language? Do I have a decent balance?"

"Do my characters all talk the same, with the same sentence structure and vocabulary?"

"Do they all move the same, or do they have their own distinct gestures, stance, and walk?"

"Do I manage to do this without thinking, or do I need to pay attention more while drawing?"

That got my juices bubbling. I'm pretty confident that none of my characters speak the same (At least, the ones that are fully developed). And well, I would go into more detail about this, but I'm to tired. Oh yeah. There was another good idea this other person had. They wrote down sayings of thier characters without putting down their names down. And then, they try to match up who said what. YEah, it might be easy if you remember who said what, but still. It's a pretty good idea....For a quiz.

I've been feeling more confident about myself lately. More outgoing and independent. Hell, I barely know myself anymore...In a good way. If there is one. And I noticed I'm pretty damn proud to be short. But apperantly, not to proud since I've been drinking milk like crazy. Oi, it wouldn't hurt to grow an inch or more.

I can never obsess over the people over ondeviantArt that have 'super specail aweseome' art skill like other people do. I mean the people that just go over board with the commenting. It's when they get to the point of kissing ass. I hate ass-kissers. So much. But then , there are the people that are able to post meaningful comments that don't make them look like morons that can't type.

And, I finally thought of two new characters....Both female (Finally). No information on them until I get thier pictures ready.

Good For You

2007-02-25T00:57:48Z

Well, my day was 'teh suck'. Around 11:30 today, my parents and I went to this Seafood Festival thing. It was terrible. It was so damn crowded. It was just a waste of time. And just when I thought we were going home, my mother absolutley has to go to Marshels to shop. That just pissed me off more. Why? Becuase I thought that we were going home. The only good thing I got out of it was a hat...It's an awesome hat though. Anyway, after that, my dad wanted to go to this sports center or somehting. We stayed there for an hour or more. There was a huge mall in the back, so yeah. I thought there might of been a bookstore there so I was fairly happy. But nope. We went to go ask Costumer service and they said no. That wouldn't of pissed me off so much. if my mother didn't have to shove it in my face that she was right. Bitch. The good thing that came out of that?....I got hot chocolate....that spilled on my sketch book and my hand. But now I'm home. I'm in a bad mood. And if there was ONE good thing that will happen from now to eleven thirty, that would be great. I need something to make me smile.

-crawls off to draw-

Vent Vent Vent Art

2007-02-22T01:42:21Z

-streaches out- I actually feel better now. So I don't think there's a need to expain this. But I will say one thing, I'm thankful for people that actually care enough to listen to my problems besides just blowing me off.

Okay. You know that? Scratch that. I don't feel better. I'm getting sick of people that treat you like yout thier friend, but as soon as they get around thier other friends, they completely block you out. Or, they just don't talk about you like thier friend to other people.That gets on my fucking nerves. I may be accused of doing this. I don't know. If I am, I'm sorry and I'll try better next time. But it's the people that just act like you invisible. The kind that just walk passt you with a passing glance, greeting, or smile. MAybe this is way I hate being in large groups of people.

And like I said before, I'm thankful for those that actually listen to me vent when I talk about my problems to them. Lately, everytime I do try to tell my problems to them, the switch the subject to something completely unrelated and act like I didn't say a word. That has to be one of the most frustrating things I've gone through this week. So I just pent it up. I just need to post up here more often, I guess.

Make me feel like my art is shit

2007-02-18T16:57:36Z

.-. Sometimes I hate dA....A lot.

howlercosa @ 2007-02-17T13:17:00

2007-02-17T18:44:22Z

Where have I been? I feel like I've let you down. I most likely have. Maybe I'm wrong. Maybe you don't need me at all. I miss cheering you up when you were down. I miss making you laugh, being the one that you could confide to, boosting up your ego, and to be frank, you're the only one who ever a shit about what I did. Comments from you always ment the most, and they still do. You're the only one that's knows me best, and I like to think I know you well too. Out of all my friends, you've always been well...the strangest. But not in the bad way. If I had to describe it in a song, it'd be 'You Ain't Never Had a Friend Like Me' or 'Nobody Else But You', as dorky as that sounds...If it ever seems like I don't seem to care, I'm sorry. I'm always willing to listen to what you have to say, no matter what it is. Like a mother cat missing a her kitten, I do worry about you.An unhappy Lin makes me unhappy. Though I know you're strong and handle things by yourself. You'll always be at the top of my list, my partner in crime, and ect. no matter what.

You know what?

2007-02-17T02:48:59Z

I feel so strange. I'm happy but worried. I feel like I could care less about what happens anymore. Everything changes; People, places and routines. I've finally come to terms with that. I may not be friends with the people I am with now, and that's okay. Nothing last forever, but if I did happen to get a life long friend, that'd be great. My dad is always talking about moving, and that worries me. I hate going to a new school and having to make friends all over again. I'm such a shy person in a new environment, it sucks. Well, hopefully, if I do move, it would be in the summer. That way I wouldn't be stuck in the middle of a class with no idea what's going on.

Speaking of changing, I finally noticed a change in my art. I don't really draw real pictures anymore...I just doodle. I haven't had any insperation in awhile. I try doodling during class, but nothing comes to mind. I can't design anything original. But I have to admit...I like my style nowadays. And coming from me, that's really wierd. Usually, I'm all 'My art sucks! I have no talent! Bitchbitchwhinewhine.' But I have this huge confidence boost with my style.

Do you ever get that feeling that people you thought were really close to you have turned thier back on you? Sometimes I get that feeling. But after thinking about it, I wonder if I was the one that turned my back on them. I know that sometimes, if things don't go my way, or if someone pisses me off, I just turn away. But, I'm putting a stop to it. It just puts me in a bad mood. But, I could careless about what anyone does anymore. Unless they aren't doing something that would completely ruin thier life, I have no need to worry. I'm not saying that I don't care about my frinds anymore. I still love them. No matter how much they all may annoy from time to time. Heh, in a way, they are kinda like my kids.

This is what it looks like

2007-02-08T02:14:38Z

I should really put this on dA instead.

I'm here but I'm really gone

2007-02-07T02:05:04Z

I remeber that when I first got sick, and had to take medicine, it felt like I was on a all time high. I'd giggle at almost anything and everything, I'd run around my house for the hell of it, and nothing bothered me so much I would just pout about it all day. Well, I think whatever I lost during those days, just cuaght up to me. But whenever it came back, it kinda just...crashed. And then left again. The bastard.

On a lighter note, I finally got my cartoon style down. I don't like drawing comics in Anime style as much as I used to anymore. There's porportion, and what not. Sure, you must have porportion and all that jazz with a cartoon style, but at least the one I made for myself is easy to repeat. I just have no patience with drawing the same anime style over and over. It gets boring. At least with this new style, I can draw poses better. So I'm happy about that. ^^

I'll put an example of what it looks like later. I have homework to finish and I'm behind.

-HATE-

2007-01-25T02:25:41Z

I hate when...
*I'm bored
*I get art block
*People misunderstand what I say (XD But I'm not very clear all the time so...)
*There's nothing to watch on T.V
*Everything I draw comes out funny
*I have low self-esteem
*My computer crashes
*I'm made fun of
*I get a cold
*I'm stuck with people I don't like
*I feel out done
*I get distant from people
*People look at me funny
*I can't find the remote
*It's the first day of school
*I have a bad cough (Like I do now. >.o Blah.)
*I feel intimidated
*I can't help
*I run out of things to say

I'm a wee bit intoxicated with the cold medicine right now...

2007-01-18T23:51:58Z

...But I shall do my best not to get off track.

Though it may seem like I might of gotten over sometihng, truth may be that I haven't. I'll just do things to get my mind off something so I won't be all 'blah' for a week or so. But it never works. It always worries me no matter what I try. So pretty much I suck.

I can't concentrate very well at the moment, but I know I'm not over it. I'd still like to be friends.

Eh. I should redo this when I'm more focused.

IT'S THE BESSSST DAAAAY EEEEEEVVVVER!

2007-01-17T22:05:22Z

.w. I was completely groggy this morning. But I woke up on time. It was just the medicine's after effect(.-.; I took the medicine last night. Maybe I overdosed?). >.>; I'm suprised I didn't get in trouble for it. Out of all my classes, I pretty much slept through 3/4 of them. It was pretty sad too. I sit in the front row of all my classes. XD; Hopefully this won't happen again tomorrow.

Ha~ I'm so excited~ I get to see stomp tonight. According to my mom, it ends at ten. /= I wasn't happy about that. Most likely, I'll be out like a light when I come home anyway. D| And~ I have homework. At least it's not a whole bunch though.

=3 All in all, I'm in a really good mood today.

Plan B

2007-01-16T01:00:20Z

Since talking it out is out of the question, we shall go to our corners and wait till it all blows over.

Vent it Out

2007-01-12T00:26:59Z

Even if it hurts

Dude.

2007-01-11T01:41:31Z

I feel like utter crap. Though this time I can't blame it on school. I actually like my classes. I just feel disgusted and ugh. Once again, I just feel like throwing up and going to bed. I haven't been drawing in my sketch book a much. That's becuase I sit in the front row in almost all of classes. I would take it to lunch, but I never focus there.

I need an extreme ego boost. I just can't draw how I want anymore. I'm just not happy with py pictures. I like the style, buuut....Meh. I notice I'm happier when I'm not talking to anyone on the internet. Not that I'm saying I don't feel like talking to anyone. There are just certain times when people just....eh.

I discovered something scarier than discovering Mrs.SAmler came close to being my math teacher all last semester. That thing is over the top fan girls. You can find them all around the internet. I try my best to avoid them, but it's hard tring to ignore thier journals about how amesome (So-and-So) is or how they 'luv this person's (shit)'. I pray I never do this. I perfer to keep my fandoms to myself and if I do share them with someone, it's short lived.

I need to make a Toboe doll. But speaking of Toboe, while looking back through my gallery, I found this comment someone made about Toboe's design. The picture was in black and white, and this person accused me of stealing. Right off the bat. As it turned out, she never even LOOKED at Toboe's colors. Lesson: Before you accuse, do some damn research. And if you do accuse someone of art theft, take it over notes. Why embarass someone on thier page for everyone to see?

Another thing, just because someone's designs look simalr to your characters, don't flip out. It's possible for people to have the same ideas every now and then. I see a lot of characters that look alike, but I never see someone bashing the shit out of the other one becuase of it. If it's COMPLETELY obvious they stole your design, okay then! Talk it over with them in private.

And flaming makes you seem childish and dumb.

And if it wasn't for notes on DA, I'd be going nuts from not roleplaying.

Yes.